pseudo-journal

the Films folder on my external hard drive is empty! completely empty!! and I don't know how because I seriously doubt that I'd delete every single film I had there!!! WTF happened?!

what the hell is up with my lack of luck with hard drives?! I aleady lost one, with some 5 years of my life in photos in it, not to mention photo collections, now one of the folders of my new hard drive is empty! does this mean it may happen to the other folders?!  I couldn't have deleted the films because they were in different folders inside that one.. some organized by actress, others by year..

This is so absurd!! I fell like crying!! I'm affraid everything else on the fucking hard drive will disapear!!
 

My last posts have all been about school ranting, so to update anyone who cares:

I'll be doing 2 exams in september and I didn't flunk my major subject because for possibly the first time in my life I worked my little butt off to finish the required number of assignments and it payed off!

I have been happily enjoying summer since mid july and even have a tan to show for it! Unfortunately most of my summer is being spent at home for lack of money and lack of company to go anywhere else... Also only one of my friends is in town and she refuses to ask her father to lent her his car and I don't have a driver's license yet, so laziness stops us from going very far.

We've been spenting a lot of time together for the first time in.. a year or so? We don't have any girl-time when she has a boyfriend so, ever since april last year we hadn't even had coffee just the two of us! Unfortunatly I'm a pretty high-maintenance-friend with friends very prone to being attached at the hip to their boyfriends, which never works out very well for me.

So we went to Vila Nova de Mil Fontes for 3 days, then to Mafra for 4 days the next week and that's the extend of traveling this summer.. That aside, we go to the beach anytime we get a ride =P Because my city is freaking far from the beach and public transportation is too tiring for us (or we're lazy).

I'm also going to London for the first time, in September! Finally!


Oh and I have a new cat!! He's 3 months old, black, completely adorable and sweet and his name is Kooky Monster, for now. He looks very much like a bat but I couldn't find a name to match that =P We named him Bartok (like the albino bat in the Anastacia cartoon) for awhile but my mother and sister didn't like it...
Three cats is a bit too much for me, and dealing with the older ones fighting over the kitten is a little stressing. Plus Snake (my older cat) seems to have gotten an eye infection from the kitten and we're taking him to the vet tomorrow. I'm a little worried because I only noticed today and he can barely open his eye because of how swollen and pus-filled it is =S poor thing... He's been so great with Kooky! Pepper on the other hand has been a bitch to everyone and hisses at the kitten every chance she gets.

Actress Natasha Richardson died earlier this week from a "blunt impact to the head" following a skiing accident. She was only 45 years old..

Seriously, I don't think I've ever even seen many of her films, but this really shocked me and I really feel for her family (her husband is Liam Neeson and her mother Vanessa Redgrave)
She was a fantastic actress.

A tacky Gackt Valentine's Day card, just for you, stolen from someone at the dears community